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Im Sammy.
I live in England, it rains here an awful lot but thats ok because I like the rain.
Im 16. Its not a bad age, so far.
I have a boyfriend and hes proper amazing.
Im weird and irritating and unconventional.
I like to bite. Really, I do.
And I'm really not a happy person. Im learning to like myself. Its a long process though.
But I can be your friend. I dont know how useful I am but people tend to like me. I swear a lot and sometimes my mind goes completely blank.
MSN & E-mail: sammyshun@hotmail.co.uk
Myspace: www.myspace.com/sammehownsyou
Want my number? Ask fer it losers.
ifeelweird:stripbabystripjeanbennet:scruffygirl:suzywire:(via ashleymullins)
best. line. ever.
Hon, what’s wrong? -hugs-I acted like a total bitch right in front of him, and I can’t even explain. I don’t think I want to. It’ll sound like excuses.
God, he’s angry.
Oh nothing. I got seriously stressed in one of my lessons and screamed at my friends, in front of someone whom I really wanna be good friends with. He’s not around atm for me to explain myself. And he was getting seriously stressed too xD but not to the extent I was. It doesn’t matteeeeer. How are you? :)
I acted like a total bitch right in front of him, and I can’t even explain. I don’t think I want to. It’ll sound like excuses.
God, he’s angry.
It’s weird. He reminds me so so so so much of Craig. Fuck, I miss him.
Last night was one of the most emotional nights of my life. It’s like, everything that I assumed was shit in my life has become totally Insignificant. My friend…one of my best friends, completely opened up to me last night. We’ve only been close for the past, like, 2 months now because of college but I’ve known her since like year 7. She’s amazing, she’s pretty, she’s kind and loving and very, very funny. She’s diabetic and I always assumed this was the worst thing in her life, and I feel sorry for her because she doesn’t deserve it. But then, after everything she said last night, I cannot even begin to explain what I feel. I just want to hug her and tell her it’ll be alright, but it won’t. I don’t understand how she can put up with it all, day in day out, and pretend to be fine on top of it. It’s made me look at myself, and everyone else, and think ‘You do not have problems, you’re just being overdramatic about everything.’ God…
And the worst part it, I promsied I’d tell her my biggest secret in return, the thing I never tell anyone. With one outstanding exception. But I could barely tell him, how can I be expected to tell her? She’s let me in and I feel like I’ve completely failed her. I think I’ll just tell her all the little ones first, picking at anything. I don’t think I can tell her, I want to…but the kind of trust and responsibility needed for it isn’t something I can honestly say I have in her. I love her, she’s one of my best friends, but it’s just too much of a risk for me…
I just read the most self absorbed post of my life. Funnily enough, it’s someone I’ve grown to hate over the past, like, 2 weeks. God, tumblr wasn’t made for people like you.
